Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Hallo! Good Morning, My Name is Stephanie...My Husband William...What is Your Name? Let Them Answer_______ Please to Meet You!

Such a simple conversation for one to greet another whom they have never met before...


Though it has been years since we have been anywhere where folks greet us this way as we approach the door of their place of business or even their church.

On the contrary today most places are furnished with "Door Blockers" instead of greeters and if you shop at Bohnings Grocery Supermarket on East Pine Street in 
Ponchatoula, Louisiana you will find an unusual mixture of experiences...

From customers entering with thunder bolt fierce rush barreling down their neighbors with their carriages...
To a conscientious manager named Scott who cares enough to hear me tell him of the employee dropping plastic bottles of milk directly onto the dirty mat on the floor before placing properly on the shelf.

When I noticed the bottle of Shur Fine Whole Milk in my carriage was dented....he took it back there to exchange for me.
As he also said he would talk to the milk delivery man.

Yes, I am just not creative enough to make up such characters...

Who when writing fiction which is absolutely impossible for me... 
Who writes fiction such that no one would choose to read their entire novel...
But put it down in disgust....

"This writer can't make up his or her mind which character they want to be the valiant hero and who to make the crooked fool."

I just do not have a sharp enough mind to start making something up and remember all the phony baloney stuff I wrote ten pages prior such that I not contradict myself...
Even though....even if everyone knows they are reading fiction when they pick up certain kinds of novels whether mysteries or passionate love story romance.

I would confuse my own made up characters before I could complete a second page...and no reader could read such writings..

So here in Ponchatoula where we had hoped to make our permanent home....
We have been sought after...sort of...

That is in such a small city where everyone knows everyone else's names...
May not know each other well enough to call a sister brother or friend...

But no different than the bar room CHEERS on television out of Hollywood California....or New York Islands or even Chicago...

Does not matter where they film... it is all just a show...

But sadly monkeys do what monkeys say and hear
Everyone either knows everyone's names or at least hangs around to learn the latest scoop or gossip about each new comer whether just passing through...
Or trying to join in and live side by side without crying.

Most small cities certainly this one has organized groups focused on city growth.

They have construction of their first WalMart with a Ponchatoula Louisiana address under way...even writing about the new water tower they are building on the WalMart grounds too in the Ponchatoula Times.

But anyone looking to not merely spend money here but wanting to make Ponchatoula home....Watch out and be weary...
You may find that you like we have been....pressed back...and made aware...that you like us will never be a true member of The Ponchatoula Family crowd.

New Comers be aware...you may want to just visit and spend money here...if you purchase a home in a small city as this....you might not be able to sell it....
And the local politics too tough for the average loving soul to penetrate.

Greeting each new face with your bright Sonshiney smiling heart...saying:  Hallo God Bless you...will turn many heads...
But even Jesus when HE sent the apostles out two by two saying carry no money bag, no second tunic..Bless the house of the first person you meet and if there is receive your blessing it will remain with and upon them forever.

All people have a choice to be a receiver of kindness and blessing...or to raise walls of cold harsh hardness.

In most smaller towns and cities we have found that the majority rules to the point that even the few who would like to choose to receive a new friend...to receive their joy and enthusiasm...to have their every day hum drum life spiced up with jazzy flair...of a new friend who genuinely cares and embraces their heart with love.

But even those who are in this number which is few...
These fear being seen with such an exuberant kind new comer...

That they sacrifice the new friendship which they themselves might have even in their hearts prayed us  from our last place of bondage to themselves here and now...

They recognized us as answer to their prayers but willing to let us go so as not to be scrutinized by those in their town whose flesh hurt in our presence.

When God moves us on to the next place from each place we are rejected and or abused...ostracized, black balled as my husband was by the retired female family court judge a member of our Saint Joseph Catholic of Ponchatoula....

After she despised us having slept in our van...after her neighbor parked arrogantly and in a threatening way pinned us in.... once black balled by Katherine Yearagain no one would hire my William...

As God has moved us on from each place HE called us to bring HIS joy...once thoroughly rejected in each place as the Lord Jesus was rejected too...HIS wrath has always fallen...with floods and fires...burning down entire streets named for those who instigated communal abuse of us in Concord...

Other places too...
we long to be in a place where most choose to receive the joy, the blessings which HIS anointing on our lives offers...

Sadly I know that when He completes HIS promise to us...moving us away from these hardened hearts..
For those who reject us...reject HIM who sent us...they do not even realize how their lives actually mock HIM.

For if they really knew God Almighty and HIS Son Jesus Christ...
They would not only see HIM in us...but receive us into their hearts and joyfully be further blessed.

But because they only know about HIM...  HE they have never spent enough time with to know...
In our presence they feel threatened...

HIS better & best part which is Himself...they may never receive nor intimately get to know

Amen Amen Amen and Alleluia!










Mr & Mrs William Gustavson
PO BOX 1175
Madisonville, LA 70447
       USA

Monday, November 18, 2013

Let Us Keep Lovin Each Other Sisters and Brothers and be not blue for HE has already over come that & this too...

Greetings Dawlins of ours!!!

We love all of you so so much!

And as we remain diligent and vigilant...as we love one another regardless what befalls us...
What ever hovers over you trying to steal HIS joy from me or you...

The sun of the Son shall shine forever more through anything that makes me or you blue...For when we have HIM & HE has me & you...

There is absolutely not a thing we must do alone.....we need not be strong...
But let HIM who is in you and in me...who longs to free of from all bondage and pain...

HE yearns to take upon HIS own shoulders all that weighs any and all of you, me, and my Puddin Head Precious William...

But HE is a gentleman who will never force HIS will our desire upon us...
We must reach out to HIM ask in trust and actually give our sorrows, fears....our joys and laughter too...
To HIM...

As St Francis says:  Cast your care upon HIM for HE cares for me and you...

So you and we need not fear but remain free indeed in, with & though HIM the only friend who is forever Faithful and never makes mistakes...

 HE knew long before now that this too would come....
And this too shall pass...

And at last...HE will raise us onto HIS Holy Wings of fire and with great love 
HE shall carry us above and upon these clouds of our circumstance...

It is never up to us do do anything but obey and and follow....
We are called to be believers not achievers...

Obedient followers of HIS leadership...
Not the leaders less we shall slip...

Fall and go down into pits laid as traps for us....or even traps and prisons of our own making.

And this is what gives us freedom...

For whatever foils our plans....happens so that HIS commands have the opportunity to trample the enemy again and again Amen!

William's hernia far worse needs surgery...surgical consult scheduled for Wednesday at hospital surgical office where his outside VA oncologist is.

William is believing God, praying for a MIRACULOUS healing of tumor that he not have to undergo the hernia surgery.

I keep saying he must keep Wednesday's appointment since even when God heals...one must go to the doctor to confirm the MIRACLE or risk losing the MIRACLE.

I am still washing everything by hand and packing our van with most all of our belongings....except for our mattress so that if the evil one continues to illegally enter there will be nothing of value for them to steal.

Not that we concern ourselves about things...
However the fact things have been taken is proof that dishonest folks have illegally entered our dwelling over and over again.

So we cannot put God to the test to protect us from a demonic inappropriate seeker of us of whom HE has made known...
So we must make certain when ever we go out...particularly for a long time...
That  no papers with personal information whether medical, social Security....whatever...are where an evil one on the prowl for us can easily pick up.

Preparing to embrace tent camping still again on November 30, 2013.
Sure would be wonderful for someone to donate a camping trailer or RV to a suffering Vietnam Veteran and his wife...

And you can write us at EstherStephanadaCan@gmail.com  

William needs help in the bathroom, dressing etc....not because of the tumor which is improved...but the hernia which he would not have had he allowed me to do our lifting and carrying on Art Stroll Day October 5, 2013.

Each of you....each of you are so so precious....precious... precious!

Whether you are among the few here in the United States who have chosen to receive our hearts within yours...or if you are among  the many in different parts of Europe, Asia...India and Africa...or upon islands or any where around this earth who have loved us for years over the Internet !!

And if you are finding us for the first time...
Or if you have been reading me for many years but not publicly,,,
I invite you to join my blogs as a FOLLOWER using Friend Connect...

And let us exchange both bright Sonshiney Smiles and gifts to each other's Post Office Boxes....ours bellow...

Love & Blessings to you!

Lets never get discouraged but instead encourage one another...our sisters and brothers...
Let us never compete with our friend, sister or brother...
But instead seek to assist our friend along his our her journey...

Making our own journeys a shared journey...
For it is not about getting to a finish line first...

But making certain that we go through the narrow gates with care together that not one trips without being lifted up and carried upon our shoulders...

For we are to be imitators of HIM Jesus Christ.

We are not to be seeking to be the first to finish...but to bring with us many souls along with us who also cross the finish line safely & securely through the narrow gate to salvation in heaven forever together forever.

Let not one be lost....imitate HIM HE already paid the cost that you and I need not be the best...but the last to cross the finish line after making certain that each one whom HE has given us...placed on our path needy of friendship, love, compassion or any good physical or spiritual thing...

Sing Sing Sing....New songs of joy & thanksgiving and all living will therefore be full filling our hearts and HIS plans for all to eternity.

Amen Amen Amen....dear friends!

EstherStephanada!

All mail sent to Ponchatoula is already being forwarded to Madisonville address bellow even though we are not in the park till the 30th of November and this is because our Ponchatoula PO Box expired on October 31, 2013.

Let us exchange gifts with one another...you can send yours Postal Mail to:

www.TheCarpentersFriend.com

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson
PO BOX 1175
Madisonville LA 70447